2010年4月24日星期六

Langkawi Dairy 1


Coral Island 2: depart at 1130..that was my ferry




Dataran Lang...Langkawi's landmark

Hahaha..when I arrived here, I feel excited. Wao, I am going to start my practical soon.. Works!!.. escape from study...face the real world, I welcome it and I know it is more cruel and realistic than school life but I must face it don’t bother I like it or not..this is life… haha..my company- Taliworks Langkawi Sdn Bhd.


When the first I came here, I met Mr.Lai first, the regional manager. He was resign from the engineer post but still can makes some in charges in the company. Malaysia law states engineer must get down from his post after officially resign age, if I am not mistaken. The first thing is I get a scolded from him. He commented on my appearance and many other comments. Ish….The first thing in my mind, am I going to die in his hand..?? hahaha…of course not.. and the other thing is I been fool by the colleagues..ish…leave me sit there and didn’t bring me to the manager..the real manager in my company is En.Amaran..and my supervisor is Cik Umiruhayu..It was a not good opening for my practical life…

Luckily I met Mr.Lai. Maybe this is the arrangement from God. Send me a helper. He helps me and taught me many things about Langkawi. If you watched Monga, the hottest Taiwanese movie now..you will know what is happening in Langkawi. If you are a tourist for a few days it will nothing happen to you. But it is totally different when you are living here. This is the real world …hahaha..so I met some uncle here..i hope I just know them and no need their helping hand because I believe I can take care of myself and not makes my parents worry although they shall worry. At least, do not worry so much. Mr.Lai not going to teach me about engineering things but he taught me about meaning of life. He keeps his memory in Langkawi, he keeps his first plank house in Langkawi and a pressure tank designed by him and many many things..I visited some of them..hohoho..he always tells his life experience.. and keep saying:” youngster nowadays like you, don’t know anything. This is not tells in books and this is life. You must learn this.. When I am in the age like you, I can design and build these things and take care of my family member”…blar blar blar…isyh, ya, of course I am trying to learn…he takes care of me because I am the Chung Ling student, he been helped by Chung Ling seniors before so he is going to pay back for Chung Ling people..what a oweful person..so I really thankful to him..God bless you.. But he going to tell my bad things when he meets my parents..he is from Bukit Mertajam, not far from Butterworth…isyh..so gham…can’t run off this..

Hahaa..i am doing the same work every day, Water quality control test. It is a simple job but still need to learn and practice the lab methods. This is to make sure that water distributes into the households, resorts, hotels and shops in Langkawi is safe to use in any purpose. Now I havr a more clearly view of what I am studying about. And I had a view on water treatment plant..

I meet Kak Long..my neighbour..she teachs me alots in lab..she is a lab assistants from Taliworks Langkawi. Elias and Hamizan are a excellent bowling player..score 200+ is a cup of tea..wao, we date go to bowling every Tuesday..hahaha…nice.. Elias also a badminton player..damn skillful..lot of thing he can do..is a long story to tell about him.. One thing is, my colleagues are good in playing badminton…haha


Elias is going to roll his bowling ball...^^

I visited the Pier..




i had my medium steak here..NICE AND AWESOME....

it treated by Mr. Lai..a café run by a British…Many westerners stop here..Can talk whatever you want here…hahaha….

Hear some adventure story from westerners is quite interesting..they always back package and travel around the world…

The Dutch couple travel the world by their own yacht already 3 and the half years..from Netherland then Mediterranean then Death Sea and Red Sea then Indian Ocean then Malaysia and Borneo… Can you believe it?? Damn adventure…really a professional windjammer….Story from Netherland…you heard before?? I heard..haha..

Only the blue shirt is Dutch, the middle is British and the right is from France...they relax themselves in Lankawi Island

They come for 3 weeks and shall leave Malaysia next week and shall back to Langkawi and Penang Island next year..they owned a business in Penang too…small hotel for back packagers..i don’t where is the place..because the address is a small road..and they have difficulty to tell the real address..so just leave it behind…

I visited a bistro too~~~….do not remember the name….hahaha…run by a young Chinese guy..called Philips and his friends..good food…I tasted the chicken…garlic bread and garlic cheese bread, mixed salad and fish and chips here…those were treated by Mr.Lai again..hohoh~~~eat nice food and no need pay…Amazing.. Really can makes a big money here if you can successfully run a food business in Langkawi.. The keys is make sure you can provide nice foods and good services…everything comes cheap here but can sell in high price…but must have a very strong social relationship here…

2nd weeks, Adam finally comes..i wait for his arrival…hahaha…only friend who practical in Langkawi..we went out yesterday…we went Pantai Kok…



Yacht again~~~~cool~~





haha...and also Teow Shoon Huat Mall..


Which one is the best...just pick the most expensive one...><

We ate Power Laksa in Padang Matsirat…it located near to the airport..hahha…the laksa taste good..but the rojak is only soso…forgot to take photos tim…next time la… Shit!! Adam…he ate little..it is gonna makes me fat…


Finally, we bought some cakes…

damn happy…see my face can know everything..



because I like pastry and cakes…A LOTS….long time never had cakes already…I told Adam, if I had a friend can makes these things…or nice food…I will stick on him or her in my life time..NEVER LEAVE…hahah…this is real.. it is a pleasure if can see a table of nice home cooks after work or hungry…haha.. a person cooks for me then I shall cook back for the person…hahha.. that’s all for 2 weeks life..hope good and memorable things happen in the coming days..thanks god..



2009年6月16日星期二

烂人....烂亲戚.....长不大的大人

烂人….烂亲戚….

我在这里发誓…以后我不准,不希望,也不会让别人有机会来扰乱我的家庭生活….希望尽可能的不要见到你们。就算你们是内亲。

一堆废材….一堆牛鬼蛇神….我不会再给你们任何面子。等着瞧吧….你们会有报应的,可能这一世我做不到,因为我不会为了你们,去浪费我的力气,浪费我的力气为你们烦恼。但我希望会有下一世来见证你们的报应。我永远瞧不起你们。

亲戚…可笑,这算哪门子亲戚…? 如果我以后的亲戚会是这副德性,我可以大声地说:“我不希罕有你们这样的亲戚!!”

我的父母教导我们要以德待人,不要做任何亏待被人的事,凡事对别人宽容,不要计较那么多,好人会有好报。但你们这些所谓的亲戚只会得寸进尺, 一有机会就会在别人头上撒尿。有句广东俗话“三分颜色上大红”,就是用来形容你们。我们家为了你们这些所谓亲戚的事情,大大小小都争辩了多少次,我都数不清了。已经是大人了,有手有脚的,为什么不像办法多找一点钱,为了养家,自己想办法啦。现在搞到来我们家偷东西,这次是偷钱。

一登门到访就翻箱倒柜的…你们不觉得丢脸吗? 之前牙膏、蚊油、香烟,都要A,手机也拿走了….都已经不跟你们计较了…..什么意思嘛? 亲戚是这样子的吗? 这样的亲戚有什么意思? 要帮忙就说嘛,商量看看啦。用偷的,去你的XX。再不然,讲直接一点啦,那么要面子的话,自己赚,出来卖啦….最起码是自己出力自己赚…还会敬佩你们。我真得不懂你们会怎样教育你们的孩子。还真想知道….

我自觉我们家并没有对不起你们,当你们有难的时候,哀求我们的帮助,我们家什么时候没帮过你们? 借钱时你们叫我们老爸,要还钱时,我们叫你们十声大老爷也未必收得回。真是水泼落地歹收回。你们需要养家,我们家就不需要生活费? 有什么事情发生就大哥前…大哥后… 都是有家室的人了,有什么事情是不能自己解决吗? 大哥有事时,你们几时有帮过大哥? 要人家帮忙又不可以给人家讲,讲两句又会脸黑脸臭,不能忍? 那就不要惹这么多麻烦,让人帮你们擦屁股。公公婆婆老了,你们有谁是真心要照顾的? 竟然可以说:“没有女佣,就不能照顾老人,除非你请一个给我。”什么嘛? 这样还不如我们家自己顾。

想到就觉得气,到底是什么因,才会有你们这种亲戚? 现在我家竟然出现了内家贼,真是防不胜防。如果有一天我也有家室的话,我会多加注意的。我也为了我未来的家,有了未来的原则和计划。决不让步…不退让….这可真像《钱不够用2》的剧情…呵呵…..面对你们真的超无言
附上一句....这草汁真的很白....送给你们....欢迎对号入座者

同志爱情片- 曼谷爱情故事




曼谷爱情故事….泰国原名为- 兄弟…我爱你…..一部讲述一位杀手 - 云 和一位警察-石 的爱情故事。该片在第17届素潘娜宏颁奖礼(泰国本土最高规格的电影颁奖礼)上一举摘得最佳录音奖,最佳摄影奖和最佳剧本奖。并同时为2007比利时国际独立电影展 最佳影片 以及 香港同志电影节的开幕片。


故事中,云- 身世坎坷,生活在社会阶级的最底层。生活没有目标,随波逐流。就如他的名字- 云。有一个身染艾滋病的母亲和弟弟- 雾。至于,石- 已婚,妻子的名字- 莎。属于社会的中上阶级,原来与妻子过着幸福的二人世界。


云原来是受雇于一位老板,老板要云去杀了石。但云却因为石是一位好人,而选择不杀石。因此与老板反目。在枪战中,云受了枪伤,但与石都顺利逃脱。为了躲避风头,云和石住在同一屋檐下。石帮云疗伤,照顾云直到云康复。但石却莫名地对云有了感情,云却觉得这是彼此之间的好感还是爱之间徘徊,不知要把石当着是兄弟还是什么人。云一直在躲避石,这是和云的身世有关。到最后,云还是接受了石的爱,答应要与他一起生活……这是我给这部电影有个比较好的简介。


这样的简介看起来很浪漫,其实当看完整部电影就觉得整个故事其实很空洞。主要是编剧就瞎到令人无法接受。故事的气氛就如电影的拍摄手法,很灰。有如云对人生的看法,这个世界太寂寞,太凄凉。拍摄手法是OK的。对我个人而言,只能用这样的形容- 闷、感觉不到云和石彼此之间爱的感觉,表达得不够深刻。只是在炒作现在正夯的同志话题。唯一的看点是泰国时尚男模(现年20岁)的石-Charyawat SangThong 的健美、诱人、性感的好身材。这算是造福看这部电影的同志和女人吧。

呵呵….我不能再写了….因为再往下面一写,任何人都不会再想看这部电影了。如果你想看这部电影,就看吧….如果不想,那就算了….真的无所谓。

2009年6月9日星期二

六月初的生活


生活小照

呵呵,六月初…
天气依然炎热,水是热的,床是烫的,东西依然是热得发烫….
汗依然是流着,脾气依然火爆….心依然热得发烫….
经历了五月在西海岸的暴走,六月算是平静的….
中心是我永远爱的地方….我的家→ 北海→ 槟城
六月….做工….再做工…还是做工….
六月….办公事….再办公事….还是办公事….
六月….看电影….再看电影….还是看电影……
六月….瞎拼….再瞎拼…还是瞎拼….
六月…自恋….再自恋…还是自恋….
六月…爱情还没来….呵呵
日复一日….
六月初…最爱韩片→ 霜花店….
六月初…最爱泰片→ 荷尔蒙,暹罗之恋….曼谷爱情故事….
六月初…最爱歌手→ 张悬, 蔡依林,王力宏,萧闳仁,动力火车,张悬,戴佩妮,苏打绿,Rihanna….
六月初…最爱综艺→ 康熙来了,大学生了没….
六月初…最爱台剧→ 败犬女王….
六月初…最爱自己→ 新发型
六月初…继续期待→ 爱情,大学朋友的gathering…..

2009年6月4日星期四

霜花店 (A Frozen Flower)


霜花店
我看过霜花店这部戏之后,算是其中一步让我印象非常深刻的一部戏。由韩国娱乐圈著名帅哥演员赵仁成和朱镇模所主演。我在2008年的年尾就注意这部戏,其实关于这部戏的报道并不多。起先,我是被这部戏的男男之间、男女之间偷情的床戏的话题性所吸引。我本身也期待着那是关于王室背景的题材(因为我一直在羡慕王室的那种繁华奢侈的生活)。后来,趁着学校假期的空档重复看了两次这部戏之后,确实让我对人与人之间的爱情有另外的诠释。

此片的故事背景是在朝鲜高丽王朝末期。话说当时的高丽王朝受蒙古元朝所统治。年轻的王时时想着复国,便从各士大夫子弟中挑选出三十六名俊美的男孩,为了培育自己的精锐部队,王将他们那置于宫中并加于宠爱。这一支部队的名字就叫建龙卫。

故事讲述一位年轻的高丽国国王对自己的建龙卫队总管-洪林、高丽国王后,彼此三人之间错综复杂的爱情。戏里,王上表现出对于自己深爱的人的那种执著,从爱上与自己同床多年的洪林,到察觉他唯一信任、爱上的洪林与王后之间暗生情愫而为爱变得丧心病狂,不惜一切代价只为挽回爱人的心,到死都为了一句爱人的肯定,死时眼中流下的泪水,仿佛在这世上之为了爱在生存,只要能和心爱的人在一起就心满意足。最后换来的只是自己的泪水。在故事里,只有王上一个人在爱吗?或许对一般人来说,爱情还是需要有一丝理智来面对,理智时的我也会这么觉得。可是,当爱来临时,我会怎么办我也不知道。之前那句可能是在我们还很理智时,所说出很理智的话吧。

洪林从对王上忠心耿耿,到奉命与王后圆房,从而引发了他从来没尝试过的雄性欲望,到洪林与王后之间彼此互生情愫,到后来的与王上反目成仇,甚至刺了仍然深爱着自己的王上致命的一刀,只为了他认为他心爱的王后已被王上杀死,到洪林死了之前,还转头望着王上,他还爱王上吗?每个阶段都表达出爱的力量与当被爱时和爱人时的那种勇气、彷徨与抉择。但会觉得洪林与王后的爱情是建筑在两人原始的欲望之上,算不算爱,我不知道。如果洪林并没有机会和王后圆房,那他会一直留在王上身边,当个温驯的情人吗?

然而,王后从疑惑和无奈自己一直付出的爱不被王上所接受,只换得王上轻轻的关怀而非爱意,加上嫉妒和憎恨王上对洪林的爱(虽然洪林并没有对王上做出太多爱的表现却得到王上满满的爱)。到最后对王上死心,接受与洪林在床上的相爱,送洪林只为情人而做的霜花糕和头巾,认定洪林已是自己的真爱,不惜背叛王上与洪林相爱,为洪林担忧,不惜一切为保护洪林。这也表现出爱是可以让你有为自己心爱的人无条件的付出。这算对的选择吗?因为你爱的人根本就不爱你,如果是你,你会选择背叛吗?还是顾于伦理,继续爱一个不该爱的人?

在这部戏里,还有一个令我印象深刻的是王上温柔的眼神,还有我沉醉的就是王上献唱霜花店小调时的温柔的眼神、浑厚哀伤的语调。第二,洪林问王上:“为什么你要让我与王后圆房?”,王上带着一丝甜蜜地说:"我希望我以后的孩子能像你一样的温柔。”还有最后王上对洪林说:“我最后再问你一次,你到底有没有爱过我?就算一次也好。”但洪林只狠狠的说:“没有!!”。我顿时觉得王上对洪林的爱是那么难得与感到哀伤,就算他是傻傻的付出。

至于,我对爱情有何新的诠释我并不会多说,爱情本来就没有分性别和身份贵贱,只要你找到了彼此认定,相信、信任可以彼此相伴一生的人,那就值得恭喜。彼此要懂得珍惜。虽然那会是一套老掉牙的话,最重要的是它会令你珍惜爱你和你爱的人,去信它,又何妨?

2009年6月2日星期二

开始....第一步

说了那么久,终于真正开了。。
一个属于我的年代